29_December 2010

"we only have one life & a chance to decide"
miss, means we let go.......
skip, means we forsee for the next....
never, means we never want to try
all will give us a chance to regret, and how's to move the first step & success?

这，会是你想要？不，也许！

I've plenty of items in my pending list and would i completed in the following year?
all i wish, all i keen, all i hope.....are burden & stressful and never fullfill!
how do i can? I'm worried.

我是输家，快崩溃！

someone was mentioned, do whatever you want, dream whatever is perfect, eat whatever you like, go whatever is right and be yourself without REGRET. Can i do that? Yes, i met the chances but i let it go easily because of me? or it's fate? I feeling tired to wait, and seek, because everything was take time & patient rarely required.

年轻就是后悔的本钱！

BYE BYE 2010, and WELCOME 2011.
2011 is a great year for me, consider happier year too..........
i need to motivate myself more, and
staying here, with parents, friends....is a enjoyable experience, and appreciate.
cherish is a must!
i hope i've a brand new year, brand new me!
GOOD LUCK & ENJOYABLE

再见事事不如意的2010年，迎接全新美好的2011年!

thanks everyone, care me & loving me :)
I'm fine now.....BE MYSELF.

12_December 2010

今天很烦
做选择不难，但该放弃什么最难
因为我们怕后悔，怕失去什么？

喜欢的，不一定会被看上
还好的，就偏偏看上了你
该如何抉择呢？

是好？是坏？是喜欢？是不喜欢？
Never Try Never Know, After Try You Will Know......
说真的，到现在我还在摸索，还在探险

你，要什么？

原来人是那么的犯贱！

Remarks,
wish i have do a right choice
& GOOD LUCK 2011

05_December 2010

一个人的失落，
就是夜间躺在床上，独自伤心。
无论从日到夜有多少人陪伴着你，还是有一刻会有痛楚的时候。
流泪是必然的，泪因不是你受伤了，而是你开始心灰了。
你开始怀疑，为何这会是那么的不公平？
2010之间，真地给我太多的体会和考验，
说真的，我很爱2009年的经历，
2009 是我最开心的一年，每一天都会是充满欢乐和希望的一天。
但，渐渐的这全都毁灭了！走得也走了，散得也散了，离的也离了，忘的也忘了！
我好怀念那么的一年，全马走透透，朋友们聚在一起的期间（槟城，中秋晚会，生日派队........）。
这些日子也渐渐的，少了！

无论如何，我相信我们有一天，还可以聚在一起，重温以前所发生的事故！

Remarks:
Think of my brother in singapore, and long time would not get any update from him.
Do not know he still keep well and start to miss us or not?
Sometimes will open my photo album and review back all the memories....
Hope that he still remember of his "ai de wen" in malaysia, and forsee to meet him if possible......Take Care.

接下来的日子，希望可以活得越来越灿烂，明天比今天好，越来越棒！
希望我可以转换一个新环境，充满欢乐和笑声的空间。
此时此刻，我很想身边有个人可以关心我，包容我，爱我！哈哈哈哈哈，还是顺其自然吧！
总而言之，我会让自己快乐，别再活在黑暗的生活！
有期望，有快乐，别气馁，埃德温，你是最棒的！

Everthing will turn smooth & Dream will come true!
and i will stay happy in my life :)

02_December 2010

今天真得很心灰
等了又等，就只有一个“等”
我，已疲倦了
可以给我一个悄悄的机会吗？
只渴望可以有个很好的转变，开朗的自己

还是那一句：
等待着我的伯乐，平常心吧！